It's ok

I'm gonna tell you a secret... My life is not bad, I mean I'm pretty lucky when I think about all the people dying starving in the street.. So I guess my life is pretty good, I'm just looking for something that makes it better... something great that makes it really matter! Anyway... the thing is.. Although I think this way it's been difficult... Sometimes I feel my home crashing, falling... And it's always bad cause I get scared... I wish I could be somewhere really far away from here... Me my mom, dad and brother... to start a new, big, great and happy life. But things are not that easy. So I can only hope that everything takes its real way... the good one! But the good point of all this is that I feel surprisingly good! I mean, I'm stronger and I can feel it! It doesn't mean that I don't care anymore with problems and I don't get scared of them cause I do... But sometime in the road you get more aware... And now I'm just ok! I'm glad that this bad things happen to me because it makes me grow up! And later I'm gonna be able to deal with real life on my own! At this moment I just can think about good things... by the way.. it's playing Be By Your Side - The Storys on Mediaplayer... This song makes me feel so high! And I know that someone will be by my side along the way.. and now I just smiled cause I thought about my best friend and I know he will be always there for me. So I'm happy cause I'll never be alone, no matter what happens! God, it almost feels like is he who's singing this song to me :) I love to feel the music, to get into it! Someday I'm gonna be someone and I'll do great things, at least I hope so :) cause disasters are ok, I'm not that little girl anymore! The night is seductive, it fools you into thinking that everything will be ok and it won't. But right now the sun shines out there and I know that everything will be just fine! :)



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